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:ennamo theriyala manasae sariyillada
:unaku ippo enna pirachana
:life yaetho miss aagira maathiri oru varutham
:athalaam onnum illa da nee nalaa thaan iruka unaku enna vaenum
:dei ennada vaalka ithu thinamum office appuram veedu..intha vaalka vaalrathuku saavalaam
:ularu, pinna moonu vaelaiyum briyaaniyum, kurmaavum vaenumnaa ulachi thaan aaganum.
:aamaa appadiyae moonu vaelaiyum kurumaa kodukiraainga..yaen da..
appa na olunga MBA illana MS pannu
:dei thiruppi exam, semester, placement tie ithulaam nammaku suit aagathu
appanaa saavu...ivaru padikavum maataaram
:dei..MBA muduchavanelaam enna appadiyae romba santhoshmaa irukaana, eppapaarthaalum meeting’la thoongirathu, dei eppavumae alarura black-berry’a vida amaithyaa irukira nokia evvalavo better.
:appadi nee thaan ninachikittu irukka..avan varushathuku orukka switzerland, hawaiinu jollya irukaan..nee inga courtaalathula thalaiku kulichaalae athisiyam.
:appa saamy varusham poora naai maathiri vaela paarthittu, rendu vaaram mattum hawaii’nu vaalrathulaam oru vaalkai yaadaa
:perunthalaivarae, neenga vilakunga vaalka’na enna’nu!! dei, kaiyila chummaava kodupaan kaasu, panni thaan aaganum strategy develop pannanum, finance maintain pannanum, mergers acquistion appadinu chumma life’a interesting’a irukum daa..
:podaanga IIPM’la padichavan elaam ippa TCS’la code eluithiraan. nee sollura intha vaelai-elaam kidaikunumaa foreign’la padikanum illanaa namma ooru top ten B-schools la padikanum.
: chummaa naalu maasam mukku daa, aps sa podu..elaarum virumbi appadiyae interest oda vaa poduraanunga elaarum dei ithu time problem intha maathiri problem vantha podanum appadinu thaan padikiraanunga..neeyum padi appuram oru rendu varusham, appuram inna rendu varushathula kadana adachittu chumma caaru bangalaanu vaalalaam da..
: ada paavi, muthala naalu maasam appuram naalu varusham, nethiyila naalu kodu vilunthirum athukkulla. appuram pondaati, pillainga..podaa
: marupadiyum, yaen da ularura, dei nee romba negative’va think panra daa..muthala atha korachikko...nee soluratha paarthaa elaa MBA padikiravanum thalaiya viruchu pottaa utkaarnthirukaan...elaarum santhoshmaa thaanda irukaanunga..
: intha naalu varushtha, naan MBA padikaama intha line’lavae irunthaenaa kandipaa 45K oru maasathukku kidaikum daa..intha MBA pasanga maathiri prove panra job kidaiyaathu.. athae simple vaela, oru naalaiku 8 mani naeram..honda city ilaana enna oru Maruiti Ritz pothaathaa.. enaku pothum paa...namma office’la thaan oruthan irukaanae IIT-K appuram IIM-A..avanta poi kaetathukku enna sonnaanu nybhagam irukaa, aiyaavukku 1.5 lacs pm paththalaiyaam, innum rendu varushathula oxford’la MBA padikanumma, yaendanaa avaruku intha life’a pidikalanguthu...intha maathiri uncontented aayirum daa vaalka..
: avana maathiri elaarum aayira maataaninga da, sari nee thaan 45K pothum kiraela appuram yaen santhoshamma irru..mathavanae yaen nee paarkira, po santhoshamaa vaalu
: anga oru chinna chikkal, dei panam illa da matter yaetho uruthuthu daa ennamo missing chumma intha MBA, MS pannina athu kidaikumnu thonala..nee motta thalikum mulangaalukum muduchu podura..
: ithu eppadi theriyumma iruku kalutha munaala ponaalum uthaikuthu pinaala vanthalum uthaikuthu kathaiyaavula iruku..dei appadi nee ennatha sogatha kandittuta?
: dei, chinna vayasa thirumbi paarkiraen onnumae thonalaiyae daa...evanaavuthu oruthan en’ta vanthu ungaluku chinna vayasula irunthu marakka mudiyaatha santhoshmaana sambavam ethunu kaetaa onnum solla theriyala da...orae blankaa irukku...chumma football vilaayadum pothu rendu goal potrukaen, vaera onnum nybathukae vara maateengathu.
: dei, nee nalla padichirunthanaa medal koduthirupaanunga atha vaangum pothu santhosha patrukalaam..nee extra curricular illa co-curricular la pisthu na appo ethaavuthu shield illa medal koduthirupaanga atha vaangum pothu santhosha patrukelaam..nee onnumae pannala...chumma elaathukum audience’a irunthu kai thatinaenaa, santhoshatha nee kadaiyila thaan vaanganum, onnu padipulla soora puliya irunthirukanum illa vilayaadula oru arjunanaa irunthirakanum nee rendumae illa chumma irunthiruka appo avvalo thaan rendu goal potaelaa athu thaan un santhosham.
: ada daa, avvalo thaana...dei class’la 45 paeru irunthom rendu paeru class first, 5 paeru sports champion meethilaam enna maathiri chumma thaan irunthaainga appo aveengalaam enna maathiri polambikkitta irukiraanunga..
: thambi aveengalam arivaaligal ethaavuthu correct panni oora suthrathu, intha maathiriyaevuthu panni irupaanunga, dei vivek’a college’la chumma thooki pottu mithuchiyae daa athu pothaathaa evvalo santhoshamma iruntha, bit padam paarthaela, rajni punch dialogue paesum pothu unarchila pullu aruchathula avvalo thaan intha maathiri chinna chinaathaa thaan da santhosham varum..pinna bed’la yaeri chumma nangu nangu’nu kuthuchi ai naan santhoshamma irukaen naan santhoshamma irukaen appadinu kathinaa thaan santhoshmaa, dei nee padatha paartho illa mathaveengalo paartho aasaiya romba valuthukkitta nu ninaikiraen...ippo nee santhoshmaa ilaena unaku appadi ennada pirachana..unaku enna vaenum
:dei enaku ulagathula irukira ellaa alagaana idathaiyum paarkanum, niraya books padikanum, katha books, ulagathula niraya paeru niraya solla aasapatrukaanunga athalaam avangaloda kathaapaathiram moolam maa solli irukaanunga appadinu enaku nambikka, atha elaathaiyum mudinja alavukku kaekanum avalo thaan...
:Nalla aasaathaanda serious'a, avalo thaan neeyae sonna maathiri ithu thaan un aasa ithukaaga nee paadupadu kandipaa nee evvalao kashtapaataalum unaku antha aluppu theriyaathu...
: anga thaanda oru chinna chikkal
: enna da chikkal!!
:dei! chinna vaysula naan hulk hogan maathiri oru baniyan vaangi atha appadiyae kilikanummnu aasa pataen, itha naan appo veetla solli irunthaenaa eppadi othindu irunthirupaanga, ippo naan sambaaricha kaasae en kitta irukku aana antha aasa thaan illa, dei nee sollra maathiri naan kaasa saemikirathukku enaku 50 vayasu aayirum, antha kaalathula kambu kaelvaragunu kudichavanungalae udambuku mudiyaama ippo irukaanunga athu poga, enaku 50 vayasula innum konja kaasu irunthaa atha paiyyan padipukku illa ponna oda kalyaanatha innum grand'a silavu panrathuknu poirum da..appo poi en paiyyan'ta naan solla mudiyumma antha 10 kodi enaku ulagatha suthi paarka vaenum daa'nu athu poga appadiyae avunga rendu paerum nalla irunthu avunga thaevaiaye avungalae poorthi panraavungala irunthaalum, nammaku appo vayasu enna 50 intha vaysula idupula kayatha katti speed boat pinaadi poga mudiyumma illa kaalula kayatha katti uyaraaamana bridge'la irunthu kuthikka mudiyumma.antha naerathula yaetho pakathula oru meenakshi amman ithu pothumnu aayirum da...paris, newyork, scotland ithulaam ennoda the places i like to see'la irukaathu...
: nee enna sollavara kaasu niraya vaenum athuvum ippavae vaenum athuvum higher studies ethuvum panaama vaenum, dei romba kashtam neeyae yosichu sollu ithu'laam mudiyumma...
: mudiyaathu thaanda aana aasa avvalao thaan, itha nee sonniyae MBA padichavanukum irukum daa aana avanukum niravaeraathu, yaen pondaati thanga nagai kaetaana ava pondati vaiyara nagha kaetpaa, naanga 2bhk'la iruthom'na avunga paeriya oru villa'la irupaanga avalo thaan mathappadi avan aasaiyum theerntha padi irukaathu en aasaiyum theerntha padi irukaathu.
:dei varushathukku oru vaati goa, tajmahal itha koodavaaa paarka mudiyaathu..
:paarkalaam da aana nimmathaaya mudiyummanu thaan theriyala varushathula nammala maathiri pvt company'la vaela paarkiravanukku 30 naalu kodupaanunga leave, paiyyan school admission, medical, intha maathiri pochunaa 10 naalu irukum athula kaala neeti palaya book, palaya photos, pattimandram sontha kaaranunga veedu intha maathiri poirum..ithaiyum meeri namma aasa patta idatha paarkanumnaa romba kashtam..
:kalyaanam panikaatha romba simple.
:loosu maathiri ularu, kalyaanam pannalanaa nee yaarukaaga vaalura
:nammakaga naama vaaluvom da
:marupadiyum ularu oru leveluku maela naan bachelor'nu solla neeyae virumba maata unaku'nu lifeku oru purpose thaevapadum...ithaiyum meeri nee thaniyaa irunthu paris singapoornu ponaa athu inikavum inikaathu
:dei, aandavan paarthiyaa...nammalalaam keela iraki vittu enna vaela kaatraanu'nu, dei nee romba negative'va think panra un paiyyan mudhala pirantha unna appa'nu koopidum pothu seriousa nee romba santhosa paduva
:naayae sentiyaa athae paiyyan veliya engaiyaavuthu pogum pothu theruvula irukiratha kaettu saavadipaan appo avan thooki pottu naal mithukum pothu santhoshmaa irukum...vaenum naa vivek paiyyanaiyum avanaiyum saerthu paarkum pothu santhosam varalaam.(sorry vivek irunthaalum un paiyaana paarkanumnu enaku romba aasa)
:conclusion?
:conclusion'a atha theriyaama pala paeru suthraanunga aveengala naanum oruthan.
:naan solluraen daa conclusion.
:sollu
:dei, nee muthala..
:muthala
:oru psychiatrist'a paaru
:ok. thanks paa !!